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well i fucked up my myspace. i am getting a new one. the link is
www.myspace.com/proi_ballz_13
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[19 Jun 2005|03:52pm] |
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ok so summer started off great. then it started getting bad.
i seriously realized shit. through the last couple of days.
i need to stop worrrying about shit. i need to stop thinking about the future, live life one day at a time. i have been a dick to many people lately. i am done with that. i am think about it and thaink damn how can 4 years go by and now i have one friend. heres how i look at it. i want to start over. i would give it another chance. but its really niot up to me. but if i do get the chance to hang out with the ol crew again. i love them catz/ i shouldnt let some gurl get in the way of friendships. i should just stop letting it get to me and i think i got that far in my life. seriously and for her to say that i am just trying to get laid hahaha thats real funny. fuck getting laid. the funny thing is she dooesnt even know me. she vdoesnt kn`ow how i think she doesnt know the real bryan proia. seriously wehn i heard that i lauughed. i seriously act like i wanna get laid but i dont kare. its not a big deal. i will staight up putting this on lj. and this is not a emo/ i am gonna kill myself entry. i am just haveing fun. this is my live journal i love this thing/\. i love my life and i love everyone in my life. i am a good guy and if people dont think that fuck them. fpr the 1 1/2 months left in good ol cape coral will prolly be the best days in my life. i love this city. and i prolly will end up moving bacxk her. and for the people i dont see alot i love you all. good luck if i never see you again. if you wanna see me you know my number and if you dont holla at cha boy 6713549.
FUCK YEAH BINGO TONIGHT. haha awesome
i am going with my sis and my mom.
"family is my oxygen, i cant breathe without them."
bp quote of the day
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[14 Jun 2005|10:33am] |
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wow i think that i am beginning to be a sweet drummer. i dont even have drums but i found drumsticks i got when i was in 7th or 8th grade for helping out with some jo gray thing i dotn knw. but i am getting my hands faster and better technique. mayeb one day i can be as good as holly long. maybe i will even be as good as joe bradfield. They are the ones who inspire me on the drums. not to mention the fact those two have drums sets and i havent played them in a while. hopefully i can play um soon. but until then i am going to be hitting a pot for my snare.
so anyways enough about the drums.
Lately I have been wierd. maybe my friends arent changing i am. i am more serious. when i am around people i wont do stupid shit. i mean i rarely did stupid shit around peple i was to scared. i was like a father figure. but i just think that i am ready to leave for college. there is so much more out in the world than cape coral.
Bowling last night was awesome. I didnt bowl my greatest but i am starting to bowl better than i was bowling. i wish i had a good ball. one that doesnt consist of huge gashes all over the balls, as its rolling you hear bump bump bump. well maybe not bump bump bump but you know what i mean if you bowl up at coral lanes, all the balls are horrible. Last night i bowled with my cuz his gurl and shayah aka shawn aka shaugh aka sean. jeesh. but yeah it was cool watching sean get drunk and macking on the 14 year old gurs right next to us.
well i think tonight i am going to hang out with my little brother jeff, and his girlfriend, and her friend. i get to go mini golfing. i am gonna kill them. shhh i never told them that i have been playing golf since i was 4 haha.
o shit i just forgot i have 7 v 7 tonight i cant golf NOOOOOOOOOOOO. Mandi if you see this i am sorry i cant make it tonight. comment me if you see this or i will have to call you. can we reschedule this for another night i have a game at 7:00
please no more anonymous comments. i mean please i am gonna try to keep it open to the public but will see how it goes.
"Don't you hate when your hand falls asleep and you know it will be up all night."
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[12 Jun 2005|12:44am] |
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Ballafau13: YOU HAVE AIDS
xWanna Be Closex: oh ya lol
Ballafau13: damn that sucks
Ballafau13: i am sorry
xWanna Be Closex: wut r u talkin bout
Ballafau13: so how long do you have
Ballafau13: till you DIE
xWanna Be Closex: ?
Ballafau13: i wanna throw a going awya party
xWanna Be Closex: dont kno wut ur talkin bout
xWanna Be Closex: good bye
Ballafau13: wait
Ballafau13: i thought you had em
Ballafau13: why do you have to be RUDE
xWanna Be Closex: cuz i dont kno wut ur talkin bout
xWanna Be Closex: or where that came from
xWanna Be Closex: so wutever
Ballafau13: well if you ever need to talk about the disease or ne disease just let me know its 1-800-got-aids
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[07 Jun 2005|10:46pm] |
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damn all i can say is burnout three is a sick ass game
and also if you havent heard of bleed the dream listen to them, they are good.
i love and miss everyone.
if you were my friend you need to commeent. this is my first post in a while. i wanna see if anyone did anything crazy yet. hit me up with something long short whatever. and if you wanna chill i am always bored
hit me up on my cell and if you want the number comment.
lets blow these comments up
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[23 May 2005|07:37pm] |
well i got a new sn its
imawarriorbp13
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[22 May 2005|10:24am] |
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So I am on my new labtop and i just wanna let everyone know that at 1 oclock my graduation party is starting if you know where i live then come on over. If not then call me at 6713549. If you come bring your bathing suits. There is going to be a Slip in Slide. There is a pool. Also there is a vollyball net. ok well theres tons of food. Well i am going to go get dressed love each and every one of you. hope to see you around 1.
peace
one
adios
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[13 May 2005|03:35pm] |
When I was little, my grandfather used to make me stand in a closet for five minutes without moving. He said it was elevator practice.
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[09 May 2005|08:48pm] |
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well all i know is i wish i could have something that i had a lil crush on for awhile. too bad i know it wont be happeending. i will try.
if i dont succeed all well at least i tryed.
well last day today. all well all over.
i guess new lifes begin
i will be bored
i need a job
i need money
i need a gurl.
mayeb a summer thing maybe the real thing.
i just want something
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[08 May 2005|06:20pm] |
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i had a good weekend what can i say. 1 day left
now that i think of it i need something new.
i need some new experieces. new friends.(not losing all my other freinds)
new girl. new life.
i hope everyone had a good weekend.
see you tomorrow
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[30 Apr 2005|05:13pm] |
prom is in about 3 hours..
people will be here in about 45 min.
i am ready. hott and ready to begin my night
my hair is looking pretty tight
i used wax and it looks pretty good i mean really good.
well i hope that everyone not going to prom is gonna have a good night.
and for you younger kids on the lj look at high school and make the best
of everything. it will be ove rbefore you know it.i know everyone else says the same thing "it will be gone so fast" but if you have never believed me before please believe me on this one week left for me and then i am done. outta high school and off to college
well goodnight be safe
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[28 Apr 2005|02:44pm] |
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sometimes all it takes is one picture
to bring back great memories that we used to have
for the past week i have been doing some scrapbookin
i think i should have just takin the zero
when i see her i just smile.
sometimes i wonder if i messed it all up.
because when i see myself in the same picture as her
my heart sinks making my body weak. real weak
i really am just going threw life without a purpose
if i threw away my one love. what is there to do wiuth myself
isnt that wat people say, "we have one love"
if its gone then what do i do now be single and unloved forever
maybe i will meet her again someday. start over.
becasue when i see her and we arent together i slowly die inside.
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[27 Apr 2005|03:19pm] |
well all i can say is. my new background is sweet thats amanda g.
well i am out time to go eat..
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[24 Apr 2005|03:07pm] |
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GRADNIGHT WAS AMAZING.
The worst thing now is its over we seniors have two things left. Prom and Graduation. Lets go crazy.
In the past i only remeber the goood times. Thats why i am always a happy man.
bp
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[21 Apr 2005|04:10pm] |
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well i was just sitting here thinking why
does life have to be soo hard.
then while i was thinking i noticed that life is
what you make of it. it's not hard at all. Right
now we wake up put on some cloths and go to high
school. What do we do in high school. maybe h/w
here and there. who cares. Just think we get to go
to a place where you will see all your friends
and some of your enemies. Who cares about your
enemies, care about your freinds. Its high school
we dont do shit. Life isnt easy enough for us
at this particular time in are life. Just wait
until you have to wake up go to work and work.
WORK= doing something. Thats when you say life
is hard. your not going to wake up and be rich one day
you have to earn everything.
So the next time you think "Life is hard" stop being a lil bitch
think about it and then let me know what you do. Do
you do anything. Do you make it hard on yourself.
does the drama your in have anything to do with it.
Find a freind talk it up and figure out what you want life to be.
if you want hard. get into the drama. if you want it easy. be like me
outta everyones shit. be you dont worry bout anything
worry bout yourself. and your freinds but dont start shit.
single to prom so ladies get ready to dance with me it will be crazy and you will enjoy it. hahaha
gradnight this weekend.. hell yes
gosh almost done wit hhigh school. then off to the real stuff COLLEGE.
I LOVE EVERYONE
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[17 Apr 2005|01:46pm] |
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Sometimes when you think you find someone cool as hell there is always a something that turns you around seeing them as not soo great. i just wish it could have been better than it was for the short time. it was fun but i felt like my time here is short. why be in something like that. a relationship. all well
soo neways enough about that. i havent updated in a while.
life is going good.
no stress in my life
soccer for premier is over.
soccer for webber in about 3 1/2 ta 4 months
i am ready.
i am a warrior. the webber warriors.
well gradnight next weekend it is going to be sick.
i cant wait
i am gonna go get a tight fit i think well at least a tight shhirt.
the 30 we got prom.. i am excited
i am going single. it is gonna be fun.
we got a limo.
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well thats enough in this journal.
i hope everyone had a good weekend
hit me up if you wanna chill..
no work
no soccer
nothing
freedom.. hahahaha
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[10 Apr 2005|10:58am] |
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today my family is coming over for kristinas birthday.
lil cookout.
i seriously am falling hard for her.
tomorrw senior picnic at the yatch club wippppeyyy.
then i am gonna hang out with jenna.
well hopefully your havving a good weekend.
see everyone tomorrow.
I had to stop driving my car for a while... the tires got dizzy.
\\{bp}
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[06 Apr 2005|05:32pm] |
Me and Jutt-y are gonna get ripped.
We are taking this lifting thing to the next level.
so all you bitches come to our level.
the question is can you make it. or will you be left in our SWEAT.
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[03 Apr 2005|01:37pm] |
Being in someones arms makes me so happy.
Being in her arms makes me happy.
Last night was good. I spent the whole day with her.
The worst thing is i dont know hwat to do.
I just met her and it feels so right.
But in 3 to 4 months i will be gone. will i be hurting?
will i hurt her.
right now i am just going to chill have some fun get to know her. do the right thing. i will try.
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